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I haven't updated in a while, just wanted to say, all is good :) My 4 month old nephew is finally here and he's bringing lots of joy both to me and Lola ^^ the only downside to this is that I have to see my mother every day, but I'll survive.

(Great, I feel like singing now....ooooooooh now go, walk out the door, just turn around now, cause you're not welcome anymoreeeee~ I will survive, I will surviveeeeee, hey hey~)

I swear I'm not drunk or high, just overly happy. Ahem.

So I haven't bugged you with my OCs for a very long time and I decided to do some memes for fun. Feel free to ignore them and I apologise for spamming you all. I love you guys :) (PS-these are pretty long, so I'm sure you'll all skip them. I won't be upset, just don't kill me, mmmmkay? <3 )

Meme 1

1. Full name of your character, height, age, and fandom if they are in one. (I'll use Fame and Aubrey for this, since I love them the most. Fame will be under the number one and Aubrey will be number two since she respects her elders :3 )

1. Slawa Rosa Mileshkowa (later changed to Fame Torrens), height-5'6, age-19 fandom- pretty much every cartoon I've ever seen. She's an absolute fandom whore and just pops up everywhere.

2. Elisa Aubrey Dove (hates her first name, so everyone calls her Aubrey), height-....I have no freakin' idea, she's as tall as Wendy, age-9, fandom-South Park.

2. What is your characters phobias? Any mental insecurities?
1. Fame is deadly afraid of children getting hurt, if she so much witnesses someone under 13 get a scratch on them she could have a heart attack faster than you can say aardvark. She's also afraid of bees, can't dial a phone, baseball bats and her "brother" James, who's the embodiment of eating disorders and depression. As for mental insecurities...she's absolutely crazy, I don't think you have time for the whole list ^^; but some include obsession with cleanliness, torturing and murdering people who insult her, obsession with her hair and physical appearance, being anorexic and bulimic...I think those are the most serious, so, let's leave it at that ^^'''''''''''.

2. Aubrey feels uncomfortable when she's being touched and has a fear of vomit. Similar to Fame, she thinks it's alright to torture people who treat her badly and murders them, though recently, she's much calmer and saner. Truly believes that gingers have no soul.

3. Are they currently in a relationship? or are they seeking one? is there something in a lover they find attractive.

1. Fame is married to a friend's OC, who, despite her being completely insane, manages to love her (power to the crazy?) before him, she used to be a huge whore who loved to sleep with pretty much anyone. She also had feelings for Gerald Broflovski, but never approached him out of respect for his family.

2. Aubrey will never admit it, but she's in love with Kyle Broflovski. She really likes his eyes and voice.

4. Nationality/species

1. Fame is Polish.

2. Aubrey is American.

5. Do they get along with their parents?
No for both. Fame was abused by her mother and step-father, while Aubrey was raised by her mother who never let her leave the house, because "gingers are an abomination" .

(I'd like to add that I have nothing against gingers, I think they're hot as Hell, that's Aubrey's mom's views. She's just not a very nice person :/ )

6. What powers or interesting skills do they have?
1. Fame is a Warner Brothers cartoon, so she can do a lot of looney tooney stuff (she also completely destroyes the 4th wall and blows up the universe with existing everywhere).

2. Aubrey has a superhero persona called Purple Paranoia. Her "power" is to figure out people's biggest fears and convince them that they're living them. She's also good at science and, ahm...likes to collect eyeballs and put them in little jars? Yeah, disregard what I said about her being sane, she's also nuts.

7. What are their thoughts on killing people (or their own species if not human)?
I already established that for both of them ^^''''''.

8. Is there a canon character they would almost perfectly cosplay as?
Nope. I realise that my OCs can be Mary Sues, but at least I designed them based on my own imagination. (Please, I'm sorry if they're Sues, I'm just a bad writer :( )

9. Do they have a best friend? you can add why they get along or how they met if you want. 
1. Fame has friends everywhere, but her bestest friend is probably South Park's Satan. He was her friend since the day she was born and has always tried to be there for her. (How he got in Warner Brothers' world, you ask? He used a loop hole-something like a portal that helps toons travel to other fandoms.)

Aubrey's best friends are the SP goth kids and Tweek Tweak. Tweek basically uses her as a human shield to protect him from everything and Aubrey just likes being around him (in a motherly instinct sort of way).

10. How about siblings? and how do they feel about these siblings?
1. Ohboy. Ahmmmmmmmm......

Fame's real brother James died when she was young and now she believes that the embodiment of depression and eating disorders, who has taken his form and name, is in fact the spirit of her brother. She's very afraid of him and in a way, in love with him (they've slept together, not sure why she still thinks he's a spirit if she can touch him; use your brain, Fame! :/ ). I guess I should've added "approves incest" to the list of her mental disabilities.

2. Aubrey has no siblings that she knows of.

11. Pets?
1. Fame has no pets, but really loves plants and is currently growing a lovely garden. She names all her flowers if that counts? Oh and she also has a possessed Wakko Warner doll who she calls Mr. Puppy Face.

2. A
ubrey has a pet bunny called Mr. Fluffles and a robot toaster called Toasty who's in love with her. Go fig. ^^'''

12. Are they happy with their life currently?
1. Fame is pretty much always happy ^^'.

2. Aubrey's content with her life.

13. If they could wish for anything besides more wishes, what would it be?

1. Fame would wish to be beautiful.

2. Aubrey would wish for world domination.

14. What would their online username for sites like DA or tumblr be? 

1. Fame's would probably be "OldestBitchOnline666".

2. Aubrey's would be "G0DieEveryone" or something. She can't be original if I'm not ^^'.

15. How gay are they? (dunno how to word this better, but you probably get what i mean.) 

1. Fame's bisexual, so I guess...50%?

2. Aubrey's 100% straight.

16. How different are they from their childhood self?

1. Fame is much happier and more cheerful now that she's free and doing whatever she wants.

2. Aubrey's still a child, but...same ole, same ole.

17. Do they have/want to have children of their own? do they like other children?

1. Fame has a daughter called Temenujka (which is Bulgarian for Violet). She loves children and hangs out with them all the time (which is why people always assume she's a pedo).

2. Aubrey gets along with all the outcasts at school, but doesn't want kids of her own.

18. What are their hobbies?

1. Fame likes to get high, drunk, ride her motorbike, climb, sing, party and have sex.

2. Aubrey likes to read, write, drink, get high and hang out with her friends.

19. Physical weaknesses?

1. Fame has weak ankles and only one kidney, so if you hit her lower back, she's down for good.

2. Aubrey is kinda tiny, but tough. I guess she's good unless she's up against someone with a bigger build.

20. What does it take to make them cry of sadness or joy?

1. Fame- children being hurt, killed, raped; sad movies, good people suffering in general. She cries of joy all the time when something good happens to her loved ones.

2. Aubrey doesn't cry very often, only when she feels cared about.

21.Top or bottom?(yeah you know what i mean here too. beds, bunk beds) I mean relationship dominance. Describe it eve. 

Both go either way.

22. What is probably something they do that would make others hate them?

....everything I've listed so far about them?

23. How long have you had this OC? How much has changed since you created them? 

Wow, well...Fame was my first ever OC, so many years. Aubrey-around 2.

24. Pay them 100$ to run around naked in a busy town, will they do it?

1. Fame would do it, she likes being naked (YOU DAMN HOE :D).

2. Aubrey's rich, so she wouldn't.

25. What is the most violent thing they've done? Can they be sadistic?

....let's just say they both belong in a gory horror movie.

26. What makes them happy?
Fame gets happy all the time over the smallest things, but mostly, they both just feel joy when they feel loved and cared for.

27. Can they sing or play instruments?
1. Fame sings pretty well and plays the saxophone.

2. Aubrey can't sing for shit, but is very good with electrc guitar.

28. How important is upkeeping schooling or their own intelligence to them? 
Very important for both, especially Aubrey. She wants to be as smart as possible because she dreams of being world leader some day.

29. How do they act around their lover? Would they do things outside their normal behavior because of them?
1. Fame is always flirty and loving and would do pretty much anything her lover wants.

2. Aubrey gets shy, nervous and distant. She probably would try something OOC for Kyle, if she even survives being touched by him.

30. If all their life story was kept on a computer. and someone were to go through the files of their life. what would be something about themselves that they would try to delete because they do not want ANYONE to know about?  
Nothing, they both wouldn't care.

31. And lastly. what are traits about this character that you yourself admire?
They're both way smarter and better than me in every way, so there you go. Nyeh :P

Meme 2


[ ] You have an OC that resembles yourself
(No OC I've ever made resembles me in any way. They're much better than me, Sues or not. )
[ ] One of your OC's has your name (Nope. )
[X] You have OC's that are siblings 
[/] You are constantly drawing your OC's (I can't draw, but if I could, I probably would ^^'' )
[ ] You constantly receive positive feedback about one or more of your OC's (I dunno...don't think so?)

Total: 1.5

[X] You have more than five OC's (I have a million that live inside my head)
[/] Your OC's are varied (Some have similarities, like Fame and Aubrey. )
[ x] You have a main OC whom you love the most out of all your OC's (^ Two, which makes it worse.)
[/] Your OC's are mostly mythical
[ ] A lot of your OC's were adoptables 

Total : 2

[X] You have a 'bad boy' or 'bad girl' OC (Plenty of them.)
[X] You have a girly OC (Yep.)
[X] You have a 'cool' or 'sly' OC (Yes.)
[ ] You have a sporty OC
[X] You have a fun OC (I hope they're fun?)

Total: 4

[/] You have a lot of 'perfect' OC's (Hell no. Just a few, like Atem.)
[X] You have a lot of 'imperfect' OC's (....booo Thea, booooooooo)
[x] Most of your OC's are part of a fandom
[/] Most of your OC's are non-fandom (Some are)
[X] You have an OC that isn't straight.

Total: 3.5

[ ] You have had a polished toy, framed art, ect. made of your OC. 
[/] You are constantly talking about your OC's to friends (I guess, when I take all these memes about them?)
[ ] The first thing you did on dA was make an OC
[X] Your OC participates in a role play (All the time. I love RPs! ^^)
[ ] You have made your OC in a game (Take a drink when Fame says "sweetheart" You'll be dead in an hour.)

Total: 1.5

Grand Total:  10.5 x 4=42

Now multiply your grand total by 4
Then title your journal as "I'm --% addicted to my OCs"

....if you made it this far, I love you. Have a beer on me :)

Love you guys, sorry for spamming.



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Thea. Bisexual. Love my friends and would do anything for them; currently dating and living with the most beautiful girl in the world. Not much of an artist, a wanna-be writer, but an art appreciator. I'm doing my best to be nice and help, if you're rude to me, I'll either ignore you or just respond in the same manner.

Feel free to look around if you want and hey, talk to me, I'm usually friendly :)

I post songs that reflect my mood, thoughts or I'm just currently stuck on. Atm, this is pretty much what's going on inside my head:


Angtoria-That's What The Wise Lady Said

I wish you could be
All you ever dreamed
Move on, no regrets
Try to be the absolute best
Stand on your own
You can make it, be someone
With the war in your head
That's what the wise lady said!
There'll be times, when you can't face
The weary lights of the day
But be strong and believe
You can be anything you wish to be
Don't let your fears hold you back
Life isn't meant to be easy
Find justice for what you lack
Time will heal the scar
Be proud of who you are
Taste the fantasies that you dread
That's what the wise Lady said!
I came from nothing, here I am!
I won the war in my head!

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