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I haven't updated this in a long time, so I might as well go for it. Not that much to say, really. Work is going awesome, but it's tiring, as is school. Also, I'm thinking of making a tumblr account, even if-feel free to laugh-I have no idea how it works. Ever since my facebook got hacked I've been curious as to where I can post my ridiculous thoughts and rambles, but for some reason, I used to avoid tumblr like a black plague, so I never learned how to use it. Ahwell.
Anyhoo, enough about my boring existance, let's get to the meme!


[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness (I love the dark. Is there actually a fear of light, because I think I might have that.)
[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights (I've had it for years. I can't even look out of the balcony without feeling dizzy.)
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain  
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds 
[ ] Agyrophobia - Fear of crossing the street
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking (Wait, who isn't afraid of choking? Seriously, have you ever met someone and went "Oh, hello, kind person. Please choke me, it feels like bliss!")
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers (...what?)
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society (If Bulgarian politicians count. But this sounds like something the South Park goth kids would have.)
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders (Actually, I really like spiders c:)
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers 
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection (Hate to break it to you, meme, but there is no such thing as perfection. We all have flaws. Fearing imperfection is like fearing yourself.)
[ ] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure
[ ] Aulophobia - Fear of flutes 
[ ] Autophobia - Fear of being alone (I can do alone, God knows I've been there.)


[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria 
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steepness
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians 
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books (I love to read! :3 )
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants


[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness (This is a rather offensive phobia, if I may. Sorry dude who ever invented this, but what the Hell?)
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors 
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks
[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns 
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers ( ....oh God)
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs


[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees 
[x] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists (More like fear of dental work. It's not the dentist that scares me, it's the machines that drill in my mouth X_X )
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses (...ok, but...well alright, I'll buy it, I guess flats aren't nescessary houses)
[ ] Dtychiphobia - Fear of accidents 



[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of  home (So living in the streets sounds apealing to you, huh?)
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers (...*hums* because teenagers scare the living shit outta me...)
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses


[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage 
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees (....ok, WHAT.)
[ ] Globophobia - Fear of balloons 
[/] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public (It does affect me. I work better when I know people aren't staring at me, pretending to care about what I have to say.)
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women (LO! Lola, you're freaking me out, hon! Grow a beard or something, geez!)

TOTAL: 0.5

[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun (There you go, there IS a fear of the light...sorta. Well I'm not afraid of the actual sun, so I don't think I should check it. Feel free to toss cyber bricks at me.)
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water 


[ ] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors
[ ] Insectophobia - Fear of insects
[ ] Ichithyophobia - Fear of fish 


[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms ( Not that I'm trying to make fun of anyone, but...unless you're homeless, how does this work?)


L - M
[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes
[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black (It's my favourite color ^^ )
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things (Then I guess the world should fear me...I'm still 5'5 *sniff*)
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs


[ ] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night (Psh. The night is awesome!)
[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals


[x] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight (Yep, I'm terrified of gaining weight. All my life I've been the incredibly skinny girl and just thinking about being "normal weight" gives me the shivers.)
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain (I love rain! I usually go outside and dance under it with Lo or a crazy enough friend :P )
[] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes 
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds 


[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper 
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love 
[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet 
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple (Purple is my second favourite color.)
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - fear of flying (Damn, I wish I could fly...)
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire 


[ ] Rajalophobia - Fear of Apes 


[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school/ College  
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon 
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep 


[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder
[ ] Triskaidekaphobia - Fear of the number 13
[ ] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections (I'm kinda used to them by now, with all my trips to hospitals and so fort.)


[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women (Lo, you terrify me.)
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs 
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals



-More than 50, Why aren't you in a psyche-ward yet?
-More than 20.5, I strongly recommend some counseling.  
-10.5-20, you are normal.
-10 or less, you're fearless. (I am? O.o Nah. I have many fears, I guess they just don't have fancy names. )
-0- You're lying.


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Thea. Bisexual. Love my friends and would do anything for them; currently dating and living with the most beautiful girl in the world. Not much of an artist, a wanna-be writer, but an art appreciator. I'm doing my best to be nice and help, if you're rude to me, I'll either ignore you or just respond in the same manner.

Feel free to look around if you want and hey, talk to me, I'm usually friendly :)

I post songs that reflect my mood, thoughts or I'm just currently stuck on. Atm, this is pretty much what's going on inside my head:


Angtoria-That's What The Wise Lady Said

I wish you could be
All you ever dreamed
Move on, no regrets
Try to be the absolute best
Stand on your own
You can make it, be someone
With the war in your head
That's what the wise lady said!
There'll be times, when you can't face
The weary lights of the day
But be strong and believe
You can be anything you wish to be
Don't let your fears hold you back
Life isn't meant to be easy
Find justice for what you lack
Time will heal the scar
Be proud of who you are
Taste the fantasies that you dread
That's what the wise Lady said!
I came from nothing, here I am!
I won the war in my head!

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Pajunen Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the :+fav:
ninjawolfleader Featured By Owner May 31, 2014  Student Photographer
Hey, havent spoken in a bit, what's up?
amIdeadnow Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2014
I know, I'm sorry! It's exam month and I'm trying to juggle school and work. How've you been, what's new? :)
ninjawolfleader Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014  Student Photographer
I just re-read this message and saw "im in juggle school and work" and im like wheeetttt

Im working now!! :D
amIdeadnow Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014
Haha :D

That's great, what are you working as? ^^
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ninjawolfleader Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2014  Student Photographer
amIdeadnow Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2014
Howdy! Is something wrong?
ninjawolfleader Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014  Student Photographer
nah. just really tired. wanted someone to talk to
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